You'd Think I'd Miss You

It all seems so fast
You take a minute and all you have is in the past
Those memories so sweet
Wished you'd held longer but now you know that their lost

You'd think I'd miss you now you're gone
But I'm so numb I can't be sad
I've pushed the hurt away for so long
I've kept the thoughts, turned them black

Cause if I knew how to cope
Maybe tonight wouldn't leave me so alone
If I knew how to sleep
Maybe the nightmares would show me what I've known
Even if I can feel we're gone
It doesn't change the emptiness inside
I'm lost

I remember the laughs we had and
The nights we spent forever talking here
But if you've forgotten that's just
Fine by me it doesn't cut that deep

You'd think I'd miss you now you're gone
But I'm so numb I can't be sad
I've pushed the hurt away for so long
It's kept away thoughts, turned them black

Cause if I knew how to cope
Maybe tonight wouldn't leave me so alone
And If I knew how to sleep
Maybe the nightmares would show me what I've known
Even if I can feel we're gone
It doesn't change the emptiness inside
I'm lost

You'd think I'd miss you now you're gone
But I'm so numb I can't be sad
I've pushed the love away for so long
I can feel my heart crack
I've locked it up, turned it black

Cause if I knew how to cope
Maybe tonight wouldn't leave me so alone
And If I knew how to sleep
Maybe the nightmares would show me what I've known
Even if I could feel we're gone
It doesn't change the emptiness inside
I'm lost