You Completely Destroy Me

You completely destroy me, you destroy me like i never knew you could
Im not over you and i will never be
The thing about love is that simple
things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
That they'r not mine and i dont know who's they'll be

Her hair is therapy to my cold and brutal hearth
I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel wormth in the look on her face
Ive been left an empy sheel to whether it fade away

I used to think about the things that we would be
Now i only think about the things that we really never were
I used to call you mine but now you just dont know
What i am left to do but just stand here in the cold

All i got left are some fotos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end
Your everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my hearth that aches for the sound of
your voice, but no longer will i have that choice

Im sorry for everything that i've done
But the person that become that u learn to
love and then u turn your back like a setting sun
If i hurt you i pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that i say please belive me

And see me as the person u always knew i was
Ive never been perfect, not in a single way
And that day u saved me
Is when i fell from grace...

I only needed you and i pushed everyone else away
So now im left alone to live with life all on my own
And i hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when i needed you the most

Ive always been too scared to be proprely diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now your nothing but a ghost
And i still have your pictures and that letter that you wrote
Where you said to me that you loved me and u would never let me go

And you saved me from myself and that something i hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and ive never been so low
And my stomach aches with every breath of air i breath
Because you were the one that gave me everything i need

But now the pain will subside, i just cant belive you chose to leave
You were the reason for living, how could you so such a heinous thing
I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And i trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't hurt me

You protecting me from the storm, and gave me a chance of life
And i loved the way of cared, and asked if i was alright
But something died, something changed and i sumpted in the ocean floor
You dont know how to hold me up in that drop from within my core
And every essence of my being is just too scared to fight

Because im terrified to keep on living without you by my side
And all the things that people said
i guess this whole time they're right
That love can never last as long the flame doesnt burn too bright

But i hope your happy
I hope your doing fine
I love you still today
Just like your still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
Will never leave my heart nor my memory
I just wish i could understand

Why u chose to leave
I cant do this on my own
I need you here with me
But you've turned into a ghost

And nowere to be seen
And i cant hear your voice
Or your message on the screen...
We wont have a family

We wont have a house
We wont raise our kids
You wont be my spouse
We wont go all together

Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And right here shall i stand