Why Do I Still?

v1//
I'm aware of the consequence
I'm not ready yet to take that chance
Do I fold or go all in?

Persuade my heart to think through it again
It sounds cliche but do you see us being more than friends?
Can't help myself but I'm fallin
//
No I can't reveal
How I really feel
Cause I'm
Scared of ruining all we've built

I'd rather play it safe
Than find out you don't feel the same way
I don't know what I'd if that were real

Trying my best to stop this love
Even then, it's against my will
Even after all is said and done,
Why do I still?
v2//
I wish that I could somehow read your mind
I wonder if I run through yours the way you do in mine
Can't help myself but I'm fallin

Words aren't easy when my eyes don't say the same
Wish I could tell you just as easy as I say your name
Do I fold or go all in?

I realize what's at stake but I don't know how to show you how I really feel, truly feel baby
Is where we go all set in stone, is this storyline signed and sealed, signed and sealed? Maybe.
I'll keep on guessing the same question and that's if I can go on
Without the one I want
Is this all, even worth it?
I think it is