why

ı am crying while smiling you why?
tear of mine erasing not you why?
corner,nook escaping you why?
why absent you beside me?
why absent you in my blood?
why absent you my life at?why?
why you from pain of mine
why you from lamentation of mine
why you from tear of mine,why?
whyless drinking ı am,
whyless crying ı am,
whyless dying ı am,why?
why,why,why,why?
so were not you old from.
why,why,why,why?
hitted you me life home of from mine?
crual why,
remorseless why?
one too she me to written,why?
why exited way to
why entered blood to
why minced this life to,why?
why?why?