Who I'll Be

Trust is dead, like everything else you said.
Each word more meaningless than the next.
Your lips and your lies have severed the ties.
I don't deserve this and you don't deserve me.
I should've known but I doubted myself.
Gave you every benefit of a doubt,
I wanted no one else but I guess I wasn't enough for you.
Don't pretend like we can recover, when you chose the lust of another.
Where did I go wrong?
I know I wasn't perfect but I certainly tried so hard.
Was it a moment of weakness, or was it the thrill?
Did you ache for a feeling, that you faked to feel?
Don't pretend like we can recover, when you chose the lust of another
I see your wandering eyes and second glances
but I see through your lies no second chances
Cut me free, you'll never be what I need.
I hope you choke on the words I was lead to believe.
Like a puppet on your strings, control means everything.
And in my heart I want to forgive you.
That doesn't mean I'll forget, you'll always be my regret.
Here's to a past I'll never need.
No "here's to you.
Rest in peace."