White Flag

My anger has acheived a sort of permanence
Revenge is sweet but it's all at my expense
Bipolar treatment has got me feeling blue
I'm paralyzed and I don't know what to do
So let me put up the white flag, let me surrender
Don't you fucking kick me when I'm down
You're so abusive, I'm so reclusive
I'm already beaten to the ground
You're still complaining of a victimless crime
Time's gonna heal all wounds but mine
Mistakes I made as a part of growing up
All my life I've been running out of luck
Said I was wrong, I tried to compromise
All I could see was anger in your eyes
I try to let my guard down in this place
Face to face you act in good faith
But I turn my back and I'm under attack