White Bear

wasted in lies and secrets
bearing coulors for a fight that's not mine
you love is all that I have
I slip so sweetly
into the corners where the sun never shines
hiding my sunbeam underneath my coat

and I never even saw it coming
until I'd given myself away
no matter where I go there's always something
for killing the man in me
high up on a haze but I'll be falling
down on my hands and knees
everywhere I go there's always something
for killing the man in me

high price for wisdom
do you best until the best comes along
our love is all that I am
we smile so sleekit
death wish rambles where the shadows are long
finger my sunbeam like a dirty joke

and I never even saw it coming
until I'd given myself away
no matter where I go there's always something
for killing the man in me
high up on a haze but I'll be falling
down on my hands and knees
everywhere I go there's always something
for killing the man in me white

bears are marching in time to my eyes beat
you say to empty my mind white bears are all I see
unwanted, unwilling, untouchable, unwothy, undone

and I never even saw it coming
until I'd given myself away
no matter where I go there's always something
for killing the man in me
high up on a haze but I'll be falling
down on my hands and knees
everywhere I go there's always something
for killing the man in me