Where I'm At

Yeah, you got me, I'm up now
It's your loss, it'd suck to be you
History is like a cordon, no relay

It keeps repeating itself and what else can I say?
You wonderin' why I act this way
I never should've gave you the time of day
Guess you know what time it is now, eh?

There must've been a gust of wind
'Cause you change your mind every time it blows
And you just changed it a-mu'fuckin' gain
You just said you just wanted some dick before I stuck it in
I wouldn't have been such a prick to you

Fuckin' men, you say you don't trust 'em
Why do I hear the sound of toilets flushin'?
Some shit is goin' down
You must've just not have been truthful from the start
See for me it'd be nothin' to say you never had my heart

But I'd be lyin'
Fuckin' see why they call this bullshit a relationship, ships sink
And you know it's love soon as you fall in it 'cause shit stinks
And it seems like every time I fuckin' do, I get jinxed
Cupid must've put a curse on me

Six weeks have went by and we only spoke twice
I'm sittin' in your driveway calling you from the car, suffice
I think it's safe to say you're not at home
I'm calling your cell phone, you answer but I can tell though
That you're not alone, how was I to know?

It should've been time to go a long time ago
I kept holding on, it's comical
When I think back now, I couldn't get the hint
I felt the draft you were throwing I wasn't catching your drift

But there's a cold breeze blowing over me, I'm over you
Success is the best revenge to pay you back
And that payment is overdue, I overcame odds to get even
The sober me is shittin' all over the unsober you

And I hope they play this at every club that you're going to
I'm haunting you bitch, everywhere you turn I'm following you
'Cause I loved you with every ounce of me, you know it's true
It's killing you now, yeah, I hope the ho dies slow in you

It's 'cause of you now I don't trust 'em at all, fuck 'em
Middle finger up, I'ma just keep grabbin' my balls, cup 'em
I'll never fall again, I'll trip up stairs before I fall up 'em
So buttercup, don't try to come back knocking on my door
All dolled up

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'ma be just fine without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause goddammit, I'm glad that I'm me

I said if you could be where I'm at
(Buh, bye)
You'd wanna be you too
(I'm livin' without you)
If you felt the way I feel I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't 'cause you just feel like you

I've had it for the last time
Her action's got me hot as my last rhyme
Your options don't even get put out
Granted your ass fine, fine just ain't gon' cut it

Drama's what you're in love with
You and the bitches you run with
Lately I'm feelin' smothered
You scooped around for dirt to be uncovered

Conceited with coveted motives, I gotta rise above it
You thinkin' 'bout lovin' me, I'm thinkin' 'bout who doesn't
Doesn't matter what you say, sickness in my stomach
Told you I was gon' be splittin', you don't think I mean it?

Been through with everything that I got, fuck you
Ain't no secret, no apologies, you keep it
Now that I'm doin' my thing and you peep it
The badder times all outweigh the recent

Your energy, who needs it?
Every rumor you hear you gon' believe it
Point out the times you've seen it
You stabbed me, should've linked it

Revenge is mine, I need to heed a way out
It's my fuckin' life, let her find a way to stay out
Bet you think I'd break, it ain't that easy
Bet you thought I'd need you a million times before you need me

Leave me everything that I gave to you
Ain't no freebies, get your coat and go
The female Pinocchio, money hungry hopeless ho
You fuckin' with my focus so

Go back to that trunk and play the role before
Love is like a cancer when you don't let go
(Go)
I'ma blow fa'sho
Unnecessary weight makes the boat go slow

I don't need you sinkin' us, hope you float
Lyin' through my teeth I hope you don't
(Drown, drown)
Now the sound of that'd be dope
Bottles pop out while we smoke

Hate we met, proud that we broke
Let them girls crowdin' me go
If they got something to show, let them show me
I don't love, I'm never lonely

Never even left a scar, you fell hard
I'm laughin', ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Tire smoke, fancy car, nothin' is where we are
No beginning no tomorrow

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'ma be Ight without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause goddammit, I'm glad that I'm me

I said if you could be where I'm at
(Buh, bye)
You'd wanna be you too
(I'm livin' without you)
If you felt the way I feel I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't 'cause you just feel like you