When It Doesn't Matter

I'm everything, you never wanted
Why does it mean so much to you?
I'm walking away, I'm not begging you
To please let me stay

You wanna take a picture so you'll remember
Me standing by this open door
Does it make any better?
If you tell yourself, I never wanted to go

Should I say that we should still be friends
Should I cry, or should I just pretend
But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
When it doesn't matter

You try to figure out, why I said nothing
When you told me it's over now
Why are you believing
That my smile is only here to hide the pain
(Oh yeah)

Should I say that we should still be friends
Should I cry, or should I just pretend
But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
When it doesn't matter
(When it doesn't matter, oh)

I'm tried of happily ever after ending
I'm tried of make believe heroes
I'm tired of taking back what I've given
I'm tired of waking up here

And it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
(Suffered)

Should I say that we should still be friends
Should I cry, or should I just pretend
But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
When it doesn't matter

I'm tried of happily ever after ending
I'm tried of make believe heroes
I'm tired of taking back what I've given
I'm tired of waking up here
I'm tried of wanting you