When I'm Awake

Sometimes when you look back, you see the good and not the bad
You see the love that you lost, the love you once had
But when I look back on you - it's not true
I know I'm better... and better off without you

And I can't explain it.... This particular kind of hurt
Or how I miss you, but you, you would have found the words.
Sometimes I miss you, and the love we used to make,
But i only miss you when i dream and when i'm awake

That's how I know, I couldn't love you less
Coz I only miss you every day with every breath.

Yeah love is blind, but now you can see the grey
Spose it's good, you were comfortable enough to say
It was always a matter of when, not how, or who or why
But you were always loved and I'll reserve the right to cry

But I know I'll forget you... or I'll drink until I think I can
Why should I forget you, you were always a long-term plan
I won't forget you, no I don't have that control
You have a place in my heart, always my love, and a piece of my soul

So now you know, I couldn't love you less
'Cause I only miss you everyday with every breath

Go fill the world with art, love the life you make
But know that I'll miss you, when I dream and when I'm awake.