When Crying Is Easy

Alot of yall think yall know me,
Yall don't know nothin bout me,
(Ohhhh oh oh) (yea yea yea yeahh)
This life is such a mystery to me,
Searching for something that makes
Me happy, I have everything, no
Reason to complain, is there any
Medicine for this pain, for some
Reason I'm still struggling to
Find my way, I had times I was
Full with no food on my plate and
I'm not rich and far from struggling,
It seems the more I get, the greater
My struggle is (Oh ohh)
(Still fucked up, still acting tough,
I'm my own worse enemy, always the life
Of the party, am I having fun, not hardly)
If it wasn't for my son, I would probably
Be on drugs, this Jack Daniels ain't enough
When crying is easy
(cant stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me)
When crying is easy
(I should be smiling cause god has
Been so good to me)
When crying is easy
(I'm so scared that my life will
Be taken from me)
When crying is easy
(Oh oh)
When crying is easy
(I'm so tired of crying)
I've done so much that I am vividly
Hydrated, the more they say they love me,
The more I'm filled with self-hatred,
The label they believed in me, so they
Gave me what I said I need, new breast
New teeth but why the hell I feel so cheap,
Got me running from myself through my songs,
This music is doing less than more harm, made
Me take a real look at myself, evaluate the
Little self-esteem I have left
(oh ohhhh)
(Still fucked up, still acting tough,
I'm my own worse enemy, always the life
Of the party, am I having fun, not hardly)
If it wasn't for my son, I would probably
Be on drugs, this Jack Daniels ain't enough
When crying is easy
(cant stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me)
When crying is easy
(I should be smiling cause god has
Been so good to me)
When crying is easy
(I'm so scared that my life will
Be taken from me)
When crying is easy
(Oh oh)
When crying is easy
(I'm so tired of crying)
Tried to find it in a man,
Tried to get it from my fans,
Tried to pour it from a cup,
But I still ain't had no luck (Yeah)
Tried to find it in my heart,
Tried to cover up the scars,
Sometimes I feel like I'm from mars,
How come crying cant be hard
When crying is easy
(cant stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me)
When crying is easy
(I should be smiling cause god has
Been so good to me)
When crying is easy
(I'm so scared that my life will
Be taken from me)
When crying is easy
(Oh oh)
When crying is easy
(I'm so tired of crying)