What I'm Running From

I wasn't used to second best
and I could tell there was nothing left
I'm up against my self again
another day just another day

I never knew it would come to this
wether people know if I exist
and it's starting to blur
another day just another day

I'm still here waiting for someone
someone to understand that
I need this to mean more to me

See through my open arms
you dug your nails in and
ripped it up and all apart
to see what was left unsaid
'cause what I'm running from
makes me feel like
I'm better off dead

I'm better off dead

Malfunctions we never worked
lock me up medicate berserk
sleep around no open doors
don't you know the truth it hurts

don't you know the truth it hurts

I'm still here waiting for someone
someone to understand that
my reality is something I can't see
cause I need this to mean more to me

See through my open arms
you dug your nails in and
ripped it up and all apart
to see what was left unsaid
'cause what I'm running from
makes me feel like
I'm better off dead

I'm still here waiting for someone
someone to understand
someone to understand
someone to understand me.