Watching The Skies

Time has come to ask myself
What future lies ahead
The weakness of my soul awakes the fury that was dead
And what is it that brings out the shame?

In my dreams I travel, lost, confused
Still searching, watching the skies
All my sleep is wasted, awake or not
Still waiting, watching the skies

My home is no longer a place where safety can be found
Constantly looking over my shoulder
Forced into the darkest corner of the mind
Find myself not trusting anyone

And distrust leaves you lonely
The hiding from the fear
Brings me closer to despair
Feelings of doubt joins me

I fight to keep myself above the surface
I try but the waves I swim are just growing stronger
The light's getting distant, I am drifting further
I'm being swallowed by the night

In my dreams I travel, lost, confused
Still searching, watching the skies
All my sleep is wasted, awake or not
Still waiting, watching the skies

Please be the eyes that guides me through
Please be the hands to lead me in search for the shocking truth
Please be my courage, my will to win
Please understand and listen, please be my friend