Wasted Time

So let me take the time to let you know,
how I've been since I've last heard your voice.
My concentration has gone to a better place,
where I don't feel totally alone or lost anymore.

But this isn't to say, that i never wanted it this way,
the man that points at me, and tells me to change

Now this is nothing against your loyalty,
But my trust lies deeper than you'll ever be.
Because of,

All my wasted time,
finding the words to express you and I,
to then get back in line,
I cant take this anymore,
we get closed off.

You all mean so much to me,
but i have been bathing in my own anxiety,
now the light is flooding through and i am,
forever falling free, falling free.

But this isn't to say, i never wanted it his way.

All my wasted time,
finding the words to express you and I,
to then get back in line,
I cant take this anymore,
we get closed off.

But we make it out,
and we will see you,
when your lights fade out.
It gets closed off,
but we make it out
and we will hear you,
when your screaming fades out.

Dragging and pulling me, down to your deepest sympathy.
Turning and falling free, through the pages of our history.