Wasted

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME AGO BUT I STILL REMEMBER
THE WAY THAT IT HURT WHEN YOU'RE GONE
I STILL FEEL THE BRUISES UP ON MY SKIN THAT NIGHT
I CAN HEAR AGAIN YOUR WORDS ON THAT DOOR
AND YOU'VE CHANGE FOREVER A PART OF ME
I BECOMED SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE
NOW I'M SCARED ABOUT THE LOVE
I'M SO SCARED TO BE ALONE IN MY WORLD THAT GOES ON WITHOUT YOU
MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING
FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE
THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON
A REASON TO LIVE
AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED
I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME
AND I FEEL INCOMPLETE
AND AFTER YOU I WENT BACK TO MY LIFE
I'M BACK UP ON A STAGE I'VE BEEN BACK INTO A VIDEO
BUT PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHAT I FELT INSIDE
AND I'M SORY THAT I'VE HURT YA' BUT LOVING YOU IT'S BEEN NOT EASY , MY BABY
AND YOU KNOW IT
SINCE THAT DAY, I'VE CONTINUED TO PUNISH MYSELF
'COUSE YOU TEACH ME HOW TO HATE ME
MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING
FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE
THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON
A REASON TO LIVE
AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED
I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME
AND I FELT INCOMPLETE
YOUR INSECURITIES BECOMED MINE
OUTSIDE I SMILE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS BEHIND
I KEEP WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN BRING ME TO LIFE
OUTSIDE I SMILE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS BEHIND
I KEEP WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
'COUSE I NEED TO TRUST IN LOVE ONCE AGAIN
MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING
FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE
THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON
A REASON TO LIVE
AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED
I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME
AND I FEEL INCOMPLETE
AND I'VE WASTED
AND YOU'VE CHANGED FOREVER A PART OF ME
I'TS BEEN A LONG TIME AGO BUT I STILL REMEMBER
AND I'VE WASTED