I walk around acting strange, a man in a daze (Get the mic on, I don't what happened, son (I lost my mind, son)
People to me and calling my name (Ay, ay, it's like I wasn't strong, G, I couldn't hold it I seen it) (A nigga on me, I can't really, I couldn't hold it, G) No, I don't a word they say (I don't know, I'mma, listen, no I went this, nigga)
It was him, the corner and a buttered roll The shit dropped when I gave him two holes One to the face, he sideways I was up close, so part of his nose was to my padres
Standin' over him shakin', kid, He slapped my girl, that's the why I was f'in to lean 'im Everything got real slow, I ain't hear shit, my At least seconds, I stay dead stiff
I pound him the gun out, Big Din came, opened my hand the gun and the sixteen spun out He floored past on the BQE I threw up all on his door, splashed his Gucci
I speak, I'm in a state of shock now there should be yellow tape on the block, a raid at my spot Hey, yo, I feel a li'l out, insane, I lost my mind People me, Ghost, you actin' mad strange
I walk around strange (See what I'm I don't know, I just don't feel right, G, no) (Havin' flashbacks) a man in a daze (Bugged out, man, mean?) (Nah, I don't go, I don't want the clinic, man)
People talking to me and calling my (I want the hospital, son) (You know, I just like I'm lost, reality, man) No, I don't a word they say (Y'knahmean? My feels numb, son, I don't know)
to me blowin' his brains out All I remember my shirt, I couldn't get goddamned stains out Oxy cleans wheat the chest area Right side, I'm pluckin' off li'l pieces of meat
And my want me to bounce to Tennessee But I said no, I got these two snow-bunnies in Venice On the low, son, I sleep the hawk, in East New York my man Killa' way where all the murderers walk
Manhunt, searches, S.W.A.T ran in my crib Battering rams, early mornin', yo, my kids Now my gotta stay wit' my wiz She paranoid, havin' anxiety attacks 'cause of these
Plus my connect, they goin' crazy, they slay me I told 'em, Friday have they money, faggots try'na play me I'll never eat up out a can I'll Larry a cop, and if I make it alive, it was the Father's plan
I ain't goin' nowhere, I ain't nowwhere, I'm aight, I'm aight (I around acting strange) But I know one thing, if anybody me, I'm blowin' they head smooth off (Like a man in a daze)
Cops, connects, I don't give a (People to me) You know I'm a eagle, the eagle (And my name)
You don't feel like that, you gon' feel like Y'knahmean? I don't a fuck (Hear no they say) Don't put me in no mental clinics, it nothin', y'knahmean?
If I make it out alive, I make it out alive, if not, it (I around acting strange) Ay ay, yo, I can't take this shit no more, too hype (Like a man in a daze)
thinkin' I'm buggin' out, I ain't buggin', I ain't buggin' Y'all niggaz'd be out too if you had somebody's flesh on you (People to me and calling my name) Motherfuckers, fuck ya'll niggaz, I goin' crazy
on couches and shit (No, I hear a word they say) I'm goin' back outside, fuck niggaz, man
I know my mother, she's worried me 'Cause they might have to put me away any But when my baby packed up her and left me She sure, oh, I believe, I believe, she took my Oh, she took my