Waiting To Die

Look at the madness
It's out of control
It's feeding your sadness
And eating you soul

You're feeling so lonely
You're not very strong
You wait for the curtain
It's taking too long

You find you go nowhere
You're very confused
Swearing you're happy
It's just self abuse

You can think of 20 zillion places
You could be
If you could go
You cannot escape because
The world is watching you
And the know!!!

Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you thru time

Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die

Your drowning in sadness
You pray it's a dreams
Impossibly tragic
You silently scream

You might want the world to be as
Miserable as you
That would be cruel
But lies and self-fulfilling prophecies
Are all you have
You're just a fool

Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you thru time

Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try

Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die

Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try
Fetal oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die

Ahhh
Kills you
You waste away
Your eyes
You die afraid

Do you lie
Can you make it thru another day
Of nothingness
Do you feel another minute is impossible
Can you fake another hour of "I'm doing fine!"
Dan you handle the emtombment of you soul
Ooooh!!

You thinking you're better
But it's not what it seems
Come off of you "Soma"
And see what I mean

Hell is not anywhere
It's all in your mind
Dragging you thru time

Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try
Fetal Oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die

Living in misery
No better company
Why should I try
Fetal Oblivion
Riding around the sun
Waiting to die
Ride, ride, ride till I die!!!

Ahhh
Kills you
You waste away

Do you cry?
Do you have anyone to tell you "no"?
Can you hide the total darkness of your soul?
Oooh