Yeah. God just listen to me for a couple of Ayo,
1] I don't even believe in you but god for a few minutes I just need you to see me Im looking out the window at the evening blue while Im inside of a mental hospital letting my demons brew If only knew, and could see the truth, how hard it is in school for me to keep my cool It seems easy, but I just wanna take an...and run in and...each of you
Surrounded by gossip and fake ratchet bitches talking shit behind their friends and thats what I have to witness But what happens when the girl you singled out goes home to kill herself, well how the fuck are you feeling now Youd regret it but still let it get to point so take a second to listen clearly to the message I voice Whether you have depression or cant deal with the tragedies of life, follow me and Ill help you escape tonight
Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right (Its an uphill battle) going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an battle) left right left
2]
I dont need from anyone, shit, all that I want is out of this house for my father gets me caught with a punch A time but I reckon Im the bothersome drunk, he never had a father, neither did I, call it a hunch Cause my mothers a cunt too, no one I can run to, and look what Ive come through, take a gun and one, two (gunshot) Im bout to re-run through, my life, Ive begun to, realize Ive hated lots and I only loved few
The that I did, were the ones I would give, my heart too and after weeks argue and just sit All pissed off like Austin, the fuck is wrong with you, while others are like Yo, let me get on a song with you I love the way you keep it real but complex, put messages in it man, Im really feeling the You all of your music too? God damn, fuck, you probably got a thousand bitches up in your fan club
Nope, Im just a little kid staying up late, writing raps, for someone to come and give me a break
Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right (Its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an battle) Were left, (yeah) left, (Its an uphill battle) left right (yo) left
3]
I was the kid in school where everybody look at me and would hate at (hate at, hate at, hate at) Everything that they saw so Ima go use my rap career as my (payback, payback, payback) Im sitting in a room full of kids that are just like me, we all meet eyes and realize we just be Not as up as we thought, cuts run up her arm, self harm, drug addicts, emphatic that we likely
Have all felt the at one point, depression came and kicked us into the ground, face first and it hurts to get up Too of a struggle and it doubles when no one sticks up for the fucked up youth, nothing to do as they evict us And cast us out, thats why we dont know sobriety cause drugs help us hide what were feeling inside And rest in peace to Todd and i hope people get, that suicide is just murder by society
Were going left, (take her away god) left, (Its an uphill battle) right left (Its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an battle) Were left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left left