Yeah. God just listen to me for a of minutes Ayo,
1] I don't even believe in you but god for a few minutes I just need you to see me Im looking out the window at the evening while Im trapped inside of a mental hospital letting my demons brew If only people knew, and could see the truth, how hard it is in for me to keep my cool It seems easy, but really I just wanna an...and run in and...each of you
Surrounded by gossip and fake ratchet talking shit behind their friends backs and thats what I have to witness But what happens when the girl that you singled out goes home to kill herself, how the fuck are you feeling now Youd regret it but still let it get to that so take a second to listen clearly to the message I voice Whether you have depression or cant with the tragedies of life, follow me and Ill help you escape reality tonight
Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right (Its an uphill battle) going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an battle) left right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left left
2]
I need sympathy from anyone, shit, all that I want is out of this house for my father gets me caught with a punch A second time but I reckon Im the bothersome drunk, he never had a father, neither did I, call it a Cause my mothers a cunt too, no one I can run to, and look what Ive come through, take a gun and one, two (gunshot) Im bout to re-run through, my life, Ive to, realize that Ive hated lots and I only loved few
The that I did, were the ones I would give, my heart too and after weeks argue and just sit All pissed off like Austin, what the fuck is wrong you, while others are like Yo, let me get on a song with you I love the way you keep it real but complex, put in it man, Im really feeling the context You produce all of your music too? God damn, fuck, you probably got a thousand bitches up in fan club
Nope, Im just a little kid staying up late, raps, waiting for someone to come and give me a break
Were left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Its an uphill battle) going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, (yeah) left, (Its an uphill battle) right (yo) left
3]
I was the kid in school where everybody would look at me and would at (hate at, hate at, hate at) Everything that they saw so Ima go use my rap as my payback (payback, payback, payback) Im sitting in a room full of kids are just like me, we all meet eyes and realize we might just be Not as fucked up as we thought, cuts run up her arm, self harm, addicts, emphatic that we likely
Have all felt the same at one point, depression came and us into the ground, face first and it hurts to get up Too much of a and it doubles when no one sticks up for the fucked up youth, nothing to do as they evict us And cast us out, thats why we know sobriety cause drugs help us hide what were feeling inside entirely And rest in peace to Amanda Todd and i hope people get, that suicide is just by society
Were going left, (take her god) left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) left right left (Yeah, its an battle) Were going left, left, (Its an uphill battle) right left (Yeah, its an uphill battle) Were going left, left, (Its an battle) left right left