Up And Gone

Staring at the white above
Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead
Or is it in my head?

Where'd I go wrong?

Staring at the white above
One day I closed my eyes and here I am
A cold, unhappy man

I've come to realize the life I have I hate
The pulse I need is slowly fading
Until I've lost it all

I've been waiting for an inspiration
For a chance I never got to take
Before it's much too late

Where'd I go wrong?

Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far away

And all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far away

It feels as if the boy in me
Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter
Impostor of myself

I must find the one that used to be
Approach him slow, don't be afraid to say
"Can he come out and play?"

Where'd I go wrong?

Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far away

And all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far away

Staring at the sky above
I've found a chance, I'm finally going to take
I've learned from my mistakes

Where'd I go wrong?

Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far away

Where'd I go wrong?

And all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away?
They seem so far away

Where'd I go wrong?