Traitors

Should I stay
go away
felling right
evening light
shines on my head
you are gone
said never dare
to find
here tonight on my own
no-one there
you are gone
all alone
try to find
without your help
a guiding hand

I still ask myself
is this love
this hate
I'm feeling
I was dead
would you weep
remember now
earthly world
place unsanctified it is

Done no harm
remember now
earthly world
wail for what I believe
and believe what I know
me, a coward
Let undress
those memories
forget the place
where found the doubts
wonder why
guiding light
me a coward
you liar

I still ask myself...