Towards The Light

Dark, cold, that is/ some fog around me/ I can feel the smells/ hear the last bells/ And icy wind wraps me up/ and gently like the waves rocks my arms/ everything disappears/ here comes the time of the fears// And all my thoughts line up like soldiers/ but in my mind there is no disorder/ I'm looking for the might in my hidden life/ this is the way towards the light// Dark, stout, that is/ some leaves on my feet/ I can feel the cold seeping of the stones/ the deep cracking of my bones/ I hear the noise of my steps/ and I think that this trip will never end/ every night I'll live it again/ inside the forest of my head// The moon is shining on the frozen stream/ I touch the ice, it's so keen/ the pain and the joy are revealed/ I reached the light, I'm able to see// I want to scream and hurl away all the pain/ I want to kill// I never saw my life before/ no, I won't trick it anymore/ Revenge and hate are what I store/ the light is dying, I'm waiting for the new dawn//