Toasting Internalization

Another welcome conversation
To save me from myself
I think too much, i know
And i don't share in their addictions
But I'm an addict
For the melodrama

So judgmental of my center
When I'm left alone
Alone and bored
So judgmental

Hey you should know me by now
(Way better than that so much better than that)
I think i feel it again
(Beating inside my chest)
Let's raise a glass in celebration
Of another welcome conversation
To save me from myself

I talk too much, I know
Or so I'm told
And i don't share in their afflictions
But I'm afflicted by the paranoia

This face beneath the mask you've come to know as me
Is crumbling from all the weight
So lets raise a glass and make a toast to this deceit
For all to see we're not alone