To Know I'm Ok

Rain comes out in the middle of the sunshine
Been a long time since I was feeling fine
With no one making my rules
And no one looking out for me
Sometimes I get a little frustrated
Been led off-course by these feeling I'm faking
Close these open doors
When I see what's on the inside
Different situation,
Change the story,change the name
Different destination
But the journey feels the same everytime

And you were there for me
When you wanted to be
Then you disappear conveniently
And all you ever did was cause me pain
So, I'm walking away
And I don't need you to know I'm OK

Turn it around that's what I'm good for
Take it all the way&I'll come back with more
Taught me well how to survive
You made me a survivor
Didn't know your teachings
would come back to you this way
Different situation
But the story still remains the same

And you were there for me
When you wanted to be
Then you disappear conveniently
And all you ever did was cause me pain
So, I'm walking away
And I don't need you to know I'm OK

And the fun was fun
But I needed you more
In the darkest hours
When the fun was over
To take this fear away
And be here like you said you were

Well, it's cold sometimes
But the feeling's fleeting
And these memories live
with a little reheating
Take these memories of things
I never asked to know

No phone calls home
Cos they don't help me anymore
Relieving your guilt's
Not what I'm here for
And all you ever did
Was cause me pain
So,I'm walking away
And I don't need you
To Know I'm OK
I don't need you
To Know I'm OK
I don't need you
To Know I'm OK.