TO HEAVEN I GO

TO HEAVEN I GO
(Verse)
I've been blind here so long can you finally let me see straight
I'm not getting back all those years of my life, for you
The truth is I kept hoping, praying, thinking this would be painless
But this time I don't need forgiveness, not at all

(Chorus)
To heaven, I go, don't wait around
Or you'll be here alone, want you to know that
You carried me well, holding on hoping my heart wouldn't fail
But no one could tell I was holding too tight and off with the light
And there I stand, all is finished and so and so
To heaven I go, to heaven, I go

(Verse)
They don't know to bring your name up
When they wish for the better
I made it so real when it wasn't your life, not with me (honestly)
We were never ever truly close to being together
So every good memory must fall, after all

(Chorus)
To heaven, I go, don't wait around
Or you'll be here alone, want you to know that
You carried me well, holding on, hoping my heart wouldn't fail
But no one could tell I was holding too tight and off with the light
And there I stand, all is finished and so and so
To heaven I go, to heaven, I go

(Bridge)
Let me go (5x) to heaven I go
To heaven, I go, don't wait around
Or you'll be here alone, want you to know that
You carried me well, holding on, hoping my heart wouldn't fail
But no one could tell I was holding too tight and off with the light
And there I stand, all is finished and so and so
To heaven I go, to heaven, I go

Lo and behold, seem I will win if I do want I'm told
This isn't the way this was meant to unfold
All that I have left to do is savor the cold
As the story is told
There is no place like home, I'm really alone, release my hand
Your heart, not mines to hold, even though, I'm falling so slow
To heaven, I go