Tired

I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel
I'm tired of defending myself to the world
Many things you don't know, because I don't tell them anymore
It's too difficult to explain, the story falls apart
Words are crumbles, little pieces of a puzzel, no beginning
The only thing I can say is how I feel today
Wasted pleasure, doesn't stop, now there's always the drone and haunting
It's too hard to understand, these thoughts remain the same
I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel
I'm tired of defending myself to the world
Done epxlaining, truth and fiction, they collide
Don't know when or where, things just happen for some reason
Guess who told me so...
Best I'll leave it, give it a rest, no more angry faces judging
The only thing I will say is that I feel ok
I'm tired of talking and explaining how I feel
I'm tired of defending myself to the world