Time

It feels like its been much too long being on this planet
wondering whether or not this life was just handed to me
on a platter by somebody or something
who helped install the twisted turns and lessons this life brings I know
ive always had a different perspective im walking outside the lines looking search for a message to invest in
with my perception
when it has to do with meaning and movements with the connections
but yet the sections turn into a sequence
surprised to realize im on a whole nother frequence of speaking
wreaking havoc on another weekend
session telling me to be what I believe in
but I cant help but contradict myself when I
change my ways I stay true to myself we make the same mistakes twice cus were only flesh and blood
youre not the games you play to win you what you love
In my elevated state a
meditative place
reality and time is a segregated space
I let the thoughts flow in a sea of abstraction
and ride the wave like the wind its trying to chase
out the window the room im familiar
outside the moon illuminates the inferior
no longer weary a voice that sounds like an angel tangles with the noise of hysteria and overpowers hours pass like second light
thinking to myself this has to be a second life
im separate right
but then again we are all nothing more than one in a septem light
intertwined with the stars pass motherships
or down on land where the cars pass others quick
where nothing is everything and everything is nothing more than just a vast nothingness
Close my eyes and blink myself away no surpise is linked to yesterday living in the moment im zoning mind controlling mind controlling