Threat Level Midnight

I've had a steady stream of lonely nights in the past few weeks
In this room I'm locked away from it all
Just need a break from the walls that close me in
I'll see this out, standing on pins
I'll fall asleep with my eyes open
Just to see if I could focus on something other than my loneliness

None of my friends seem to give a shit about the way I am
And I donknow full well that I can't stand that
I get myself way too deep in what she said
But they bail me out when I'm in over my head

I'm getting sick of being broke and what's worse is I'm on my own
I can't seem to let this go, I wish I could stop staring at the walls
So I can get some sleep
Another day, another week in hell
I'll see her face down here real soon
Welcome to home to a swift farewell

Of all the things I hope to keep, the childish sense of opportunity
Grab life by the wrist and toe, take the chance while I'm still young
*The past, I'm still on my feet
Appears I have to get some sleep
There's so much to time to face defeat...

*I can't decipher this or the rest of the song as my hearing isn't great :')