ey man you No I how your ol girl was coming down on you What happened? Your pops found out you lost job and shit Well dont worry homey, man parent be like that sometimes, its like they mad at you because they get old. Just dont go all crazy on me, talking about you to kill yourself again, alright
Yes, in my mind I want to do it but when I pursue it I cant to go through it So Im going to write a just so you can feel everything I feel when Im in the mood to kill myself I cant control it, these thoughts of suicide, Im always dealing And I know Im not alone when it comes to this, cause everyday its the whole world pissed So fuck your attitude and your bad mood cause I got one too And I dont give a shit who you rolling with your whole damn crew Well call it suicide you messin with a killa someones bound to die And it wont be me cause ones claimin my life is g-o-d
(x2) You thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide you didnt do it, if you did you wouldnt be here now
Are you influenced, your parents always say that your friends are the reason that you ruint Do you have hate for your boss, to where you wanna catch him and pop one off Or is it mental health, where the problem that you have is with yourself Can please explain why it feels so good to cause so much pain With all these thoughts we have, yep its easy to say to just But when you that fed up, only thing in mind is how deep to cut Because you hate your life and you really care And things would be better if you werent here So now you to go end it all, Instead of thinking of the you wont see tomorrow
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(Strict 9) Its nothing nice, got the thoughts steadily running my head I close my eyes and try to picture if Im better off It sucks to me, the one and as I sit here by my lonely Separated from the world the world is so phony Hear my cries, tell me why you do it tell them lies You wear a disguise I can see it in motherfuckin eyes Its suicide, last ride if you get inside Shotgun its boy and Im ready to die
(ABK) Do people that commit suicide go to Im sure everyone has own theories But Im a firm believer that if you you own life Your soul is (x2)