This Way

I don't know how long it's been going on
I don't know how long colors were changing to gray
It's kinda funny that I act this way

I don't know how long you've been holding on
I don't know how long everything's been my fault
It's getting easier to take the blame
It's getting easier to try and change

Too many times I have told you that I was okay
But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself
I'm not claiming that I know everything
No, I'm not because you made me this way

I don't know how long I can justify it
I'm tired of making up reasons, you're not on my side
And I would never talk to her that way
No, I would never talk to her that way

Too many times I have told you that I was okay
But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself
I'm not claiming that I know everything
No, I'm not because you made me this way

Too many times I have told you that I was okay
But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself
I'm not claiming that I know everything
No, I'm not, oh

Too many times I have told you that I was okay
But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself
I'm not claiming that I know everything
No, I'm not because you made me this way
You made me this way

I don't know how long it's been going on