This One's Gonna Bruise

Do you even know what's going on in a heart anymore
Constellations turned into little Polaroids in a cardboard box
And I wanted so desperately to prove
You were still breathing but wouldn't move

Okay, okay what a thing to choose
This one's gonna bruise
You'll learn one day won't you

What you want is bad for the souls
Lost out in the rain
Afraid of the dark still in pain, still in pain

Did you even notice how the wind didn't change that much
Fluctuations only sheets that you moved to be sure it was us
And I wanted so desperately to say
You could trust me but I was lying anyway

Okay, okay what a thing to lose
Left out in the rain, misuse
You'll learn one day won't you
You'll learn some day won't you

What you had was good for a while then it changed
Got too intense made it strange
I feel bad for you, I feel bad for you
But I don't know why, I don't know why
'Cause I'm as dead as you