This Goodbye

Breaking under from the pressure of a life that hasn't come
Losing sleep and wondering what you have left for me
How is this still happening and will it ever leave?
The ending to my story isn't written yet
I don't know what I will do
If it goes on like this

Chorus:
If there has to be an answer, a judge between the two
I am sorry to say this goodbye to you
Maybe in another life I wouldn't have to choose
Then I wouldn't have to say this goodbye to you

Nothing ever changes here and nothing ever will
There is no more strength and there is nothing left to fill
I've exhausted every ounce of faith I have to give
The ending to my story isn't written yet
I know just what I will do
If it goes on like this

Do you remember the words that you said?
And all the places that we planned to be
The last time your world seemed so obsolete to me and you