Yeah, what's happening my That's how struggling Yeah, I know it's hard out man But ain't nobody it was gonna be easy You know I mean? we stand That's how we're we fall What's happenin What's
nothing changed since I was a kid Nothing but the days, months and the Putting it and keeping it serious Trying to keep shedding these tears You would have thought that it would got better that rapping and doing these shows But to me it only got Close to (?) knows The real steam, the reason why, I do the things I do Getting so high, drinking these Feeling I've got nothing to lose I payed my and the Lord blessed me But now I to save my mother, and my brother Lord please me Heavy loads should be for heavy But niggas just trying to provide for family Facing cops and And we our higher powers So what I'm going to do is keep my to the sky for you Won't no lie for you, but nigga I'm willing to die for you Undivided, the fist in the pyramid Right about now I'm to tip my lid tell me what this is A dream, a reality, my sanity to give in Got the fame and the but this ain't living
This ain't livin', but it's the only thing I This ain't livin', I've got to a higher road ain't livin', but it's the only thing I know This ain't livin', I've got to find a road
From the past, the present through, I'm talking the struggle The shit hit me so hard I be I'm seeing devils Sometimes it makes me how I hold and maintain No matter which direction always against the grain to do, what to do? I'm praying for solution In the course I be kicking have me in a institution Trying to rid this life, of one I didn't How you gonna fuck me, I payed my minute of my life I be trying to focus Just I think I got it someone make me know it the way I need to be And my way heavy but I on pushing 'cause I ain't livin' for nothing
On a quest for peace, on a for peace But I can't these wicked streets Got me to realise that I jeopardize A for my kids to be What they wanna be and they could be And I trying to be that hoody But I somebody understood me so they could see the good in me Trying to do thangs to make the better And everybody me to be doing what I'm doing Strickly out here this cheddar Ain't nothin' free ain't nothin' to me So all in all it's me Take care of me and you should be doing the same My niggas to do to much explainin' When the key is really for the Lord to stop the rainin' Playing it safe we got to ourselves we wreck ourselves First we got to respect 'Cause a nigga won't us nothin' else Don't sit and talk me to death Go and get off your I'm a see a when you make a change I believe I the game Enduring our 'cause you got to take it And if you it you'll make it See the drama and it Get your mind
He's on drugs he's unhealthy Family's splitting up 'cause struggling Somebody out there, don't you the need? hopeless 'cause I'm in (?slowly?) I'm lookin' for a day I be for a better day I've lookin' for a better way