Thing's Don't Exist

In my fear, I fear
We're seas apart in old worlds
We began in vibrant colors
But one of the things you said
And I dread it, that everything turns gray
This is where I stray

I, I want so badly to say
That these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps upon me
I can't deny that I'm blue
And not like you

When I look into your eyes at times
It's within them I find a love
I never knew, still I'm bound to you
Something inside so strong
Won't settle in me somehow, I'm not free

I, I want so badly, to say
That these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps upon me
I can't deny that I'm blue

It's past mistakes
Not hearts that break
In moral laws
Respect they take

And now it still effects me to
If my one enemy is me
Then tell me how to stay true
And not be blamed by you

I, I want so badly to say
That these things anymore
When that indigo
I can't deny that I'm blue

I, I want so badly to say
That these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps upon me I can't deny
That I'm blue and not like you