The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head, so I did
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said, you said

You're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine
Then I think, I'm crazy, I do this all the time
Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is

Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even I have no idea what I need
I wish I did

I'm crazy, why do I keep doing this?
Everything is fine
Then you think I'm crazy, I do this all the time
Until I start to think that something's really wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is

Looking through my window, big blue sky
Lazy sun is shining so I run outside
To look for you, I look for you
And then it starts to rain

Maybe I am, is that the way it really is?
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it

Maybe I don't want to see it, maybe I don't want to see it
The way it really is, the way it really is
The way it really is, the way it really is
The way it really is