The Venom Inside

The venom inside turned me into the enemy
Turned into what I hate
My apathy got the best of me
Blood boiled, I lost my way

I never thought I'd be the one to blame
Have to live with constant shame
Everything that I put inside
Just to feel numb

I tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside
Tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside

This was nothing but moral abuse
Guess, I just needed something new
What could I gain from solitude
Or acting like a fool?

I tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside
Tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside

Disconnected, apathetic
It's so pathetic to be this frantic
I needed help, I needed help
Like methadone for an addict

I tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside
Tried to escape, push it away
Tried to hide the venom inside