He alone with his books and his records and his with all the doors days upon each other one by tedious one until the pressure finally created a like thought and he was sad Ive read book, Ive every song, and Ive every star from the safety of my bedroom. and i am empty. in defeat he slumped with his eyes still pressed against the telescope then his lungs began to expand, he rapidly, alternating his eyes squinting and his eyes as wide as saucers he out, "of course" with all the hours looking up it never crossed his mind to straight ahead. He spent upon days taking it all in he say children grow to men and men to become fools. he saw hope, beauty, war, strength, weakness, chaos, he watched until he could recite each from memory, eventually he wrote his own books about he saw and he made his own songs about what he thought he had until almost he believed what he was creating to be true until lie upon lie piled on top of until the finally created a pearl-like thought he to the world, Ive seen all of your and Ive heard all of conversations, and i am hungry.
In frustration, he to his knees and to bang his head against the old wooden door "of course" he out and hesitation ha up, put on his and hat, and turned the knob. but before hid step even hit the ground he was with the most unexpected of emotions one that he could only to be what his books and records refer to as love. "where are you going?" she him "i know" "me too" she ill take you there, she extended her hand and him away with her.
They walked until their feet during their journey she told him all the places she had and all the she had met along the way. a new emotion to unfold inside of him one he he had overheard in a conversation looking through his telescope it was the word why she choose me? he thought. i know so not wanting to her interest, he telling her stories he thought she might be impressed by but all they did was make her question his and ability to battle the enemies that she knew surely jump out at them one day but she still kept her faith in him and continued walking
amazing things they saw they danced in caves, their faces by the brightest of fires, and played with brilliant in the blue Spanish sea but even amidst all gorgeousness, their hands to slip. first palms, then to fingertips, then to nothingness. stood still, she faced south, and he west. he out to her, I'm leaving now, and i you for the state we're in and through all of our adventures Ive done wrong and though you've me how to breathe, I'm taking my new voice and leaving you hear nothing.
She back and cried out to him, we drew a map together you promised you would follow with me. i too am scared, especially after you stole my and made it your own. but i am reaching for your hand, knowing it fit more perfectly than ever if you will only reach to me. but he reach back, he was vain and confused. he tried to make a new map, but he know where to put the "X" anymore. so he in circles, he his rhythm, he by the fire, and he in the sea, he made what he had feared the most, incomplete. and even the decision was his, and his alone, he blamed her for too.
but the time she followed him looking for fallen twigs and footprints to see where he was going but all he left in his path were messages written in the dirt with a broken scrawled of anger and shifted blame, until one day he wrote the "help" when he needed her most. but by then she had stopped trying to read his and make of his misery. so he back to where he started, back to his and his records and his telescope,
and broken, he finally the edge of his street only to her waiting for him. and upon seeing her smile, he immediately knew he had done, he what he had lost, he knew how he was. for the time she was real to him. they sat and spoke about everything should have in the of their story and through all the tears he that she had been walking her entire life and that she waiting for him to go into the world with her at all no, she was in fact waiting for him to invite her his house so she could his books, hear his records and look through the telescope behind the of his locked door.
a fool he thought i didn't realize that all this time i spent looking out this window you were right there back at it. at me, at this, at us. i already had what you had been these roads searching for. she crumbled the weight of hearing her own truth. and their honesty, they were as strong as they can be and now under the relief of note of forgiveness no thought to them, just a feeling. and he to her, Ive your efforts, and i can feel your for me, and i am whole. i have places to visit and mistakes to make in private but my home and make it your own, lines from my favorite books in the garden, hear the songs to my life while you sleep in my bed, and through me waving at you through my telescope. he raised his and he rested it on her chest, and he an X across her heart. "of course" he thought. he slowly the old wooden door and he it behind him.