The Stupid Chad

Another day, shame in hand with apology
For being the things that let you down, that I'm
So hard pressed to change, trapped alone beneath
An ideal of who to be, but you can't relate or realize now

That you've pushed me again to something that I can't be
And it's all so much that you ask from me
And I try so hard to be what you expect
But I can't win and you won't forget

Another day and only this guilt drives me
That leads me to putting off what I want to be
Putting off what's meant for me
But you can't relate or realize now

You've pushed me aside, how you'll leave me
Try to understand that no one believes
Or sees it my way, I guess that I'm wrong
No matter where I go, I will never belong

Amount to something, at least try to be
Amount to someone, always, we're begging please
And I try so hard to be what you expect
But I'm in so far now