The Light That Shines

With those words you said to me
I fell into a void
Please, won't you let me go
Without any memories
I played with all the possibilities
Left with one, the disability

To love you more and love me less
To see the future right in front of me
Something that made me cry & confess
Made a home in my heart
Every day I seem to recess
This life crumbles and I fall apart

Hey, I'm learning to receive
The light that shines upon me
While I'm learning to see
The fight is already gone

Kind of feels like the end of the world
Kind of feels like a beautiful day
Making me want to smile through this pain
It's all the old love, I throw it away
I get it now
there's no one to blame
For a heart that is inane

So take what you will and go
I have nothing left to give
Break everything and sow
nothing back together no more
All of the essence that life has to give
Will find it's way back to me when I forgive

This life crumbles and I fall apart