The Letter

I remember me tugging your shirt
While your pulling away
Your eyes were so cold but I could tell
You were begging to stay

I can still feel your button up shirt
Holding all my tears
And even when you were telling me to let go
I could feel you lingering on and on

Ill write you a letter
Ill put it away
Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way
Maybe by next year
Things would have changed
Cause Ill be better
And youll be better for me

Now that your gone and Im growing I can finally see that
You were the ocean and no matter how hard I swam
Id never make it past your wave

I can still feel your salty lips kiss away my fears
I can still feel your ocean breeze whispers in my ear

Ill write you a letter
Ill put it away
Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way
Maybe by next year
Things would have changed
Cause Ill be better
And youll be better for me

Ill ride my bicycle to our grocery store
Our song comes on when I walk through the door

Ill order chai latte at our old caf
When Tthey ask where you are I dont know what to say

Ill write you a letter
put it away
Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way
Maybe by next year
Things would have changed
Cause Ill be better
oh Ill be better
ohill be better

Ill write you a letter
Ill put it away
Maybe Decembers when Ill send it your way
Maybe by next year
you would have changed
Cause Ill be better
And youll be better