The Last Relapse

i have seen what it means
to detest and to care
and to outlive the dream of you and me
this has been a disease overtaking a new sense of being
pain staring from your eyes
have we made a promise?
strained too far this lie
the trust has been broken again
and this path will never lead
past the nightmare straight towards my grace.
not another fucking forfeit.... forget rising hate left to fear
i wont be buried in here...no buried in here
now crawl into the shadows
your power betrayed lied and wept
a self destructive ocean.
displaced this torment
and its dyin' for destruction
it will devour our pain;just let it
release this agony.
we cant control it
some things were.....meant to be
some things were meant to be just...
torturous pain