The Going Rate (My Fix)

What's the going rate on life versus love?
What's the going rate on Heaven up above?
I feed on the plans that I've made up to now

What's the going rate on accountability?
What's the going rate on you versus me?
I'm far from the walls and the trust that keep me here

I'm stuck in the mud
It's stuck in my mind
How we're running out of time

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up and up
Pulled out my roots, yes, I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

What's the going rate on making this thing right?
What's the going rate on staying out all night?
It's hard to believe in the things I trust the most

And so many signs
How many ways
Can I deceive my yesterdays?

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up and up
Pulled out my roots, yes, I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

Oh, can you be bigger than this?
Can you be stronger than this?
We're counting on you

Everything's waiting on you
Everything's focused on you
To do what you should do

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up and up
Pulled out my roots, yes, I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up and up
Pulled out my roots, yes, I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix