The Family Disease

I'll vomit illusions
Trick myself that I'm happy
But so much comes out of my mouth
It's burning me empty

I think my heart could receive it
Cheap impostor where you headed?
Thank you my love, would you believe me?
Thank you my love, would you be listening?
But so much comes out of my mouth
It's burning me empty

Feel me, my anger's gone
I don't breathe, I only am a son
It's not me, it's not me
I'm not real, I was never born

I am forever alive
I hook my heart to my eyes
I reach from birth just to die
I keep the devil inside
I grow him in me

I think my heart could receive it
Cheap impostor where you headed?
Thank you my love, would you believe me?
Thank you my love, would you be listening?
But so much comes out of my mouth
It's burning me empty

Feel me, my anger's gone
I don't breathe, I only am a son
It's not me, it's not me
I'm not real, I was never born

I watched you choke on me
You leave me unbalanced
You come back to break them

Feel me, my anger's gone
I don't breathe, I only am a son
It's not me, it's not me
I'm not real, I was never born

I am forever alive
I hook my heart to my eyes