The Face Behind My Eyes

During all these years I wondered
If I really believed it
If my feelings were spontaneous and sincere
Or on the contrary forced and acted
The answer is on the lips of lie

Afraid by this pain... Only forsake
I am not constrained... Everything is fake

During all these years I wondered
If I really believed it
If my feelings were spontaneous and sincere

I don't run after absolution and lust
But after certitude of the good choice
I wanna cry like a child
At loose ends without fastening
The affection you give me is not enough
anymore
The more you're close to me
The more I feel far away

I will try to stay 'til the last day
I will try to stay
The real face behind my eyes
Only wrench in this drama

I yield to temptation
A captivating melody
A bad situation
Unfeeling, reasonable I can't be

I hate the moments when you tell me
You're cold and you turn your back
Is it time to turn over a new page?

I don't feel anything anymore
Nothing else to tell, just banality
Do I really want to bring together a strewed life?
Desire is so deep and intense
Human being is weak
Incompetent to take a road
And to stay on it forever

I will try to stay 'til the last day
I will try to stay
The real face behind my eyes
Only wrench in this drama

Afraid by this pain... Only forsake
I am not constrained... Everything is fake

My real face is hidden behind my eyes