The Definition of a Misfit in Rome

I've been down this road before
lost inside my head
Tried to fight this feeling off
leave it all unsaid

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what I'm doing
but I want so much more

I lost all of my senses
Marbles of glass are
scattered like ashes
all over my plans and
I wake up exhausted
Would you be so kind
to help me find
my peace of mind

I've been trying to let go
but I always wind up here
in the middle of this place
made of smoke and mirrors

I just want some attention
just a little affection
tell me I'll be okay

I lost all of my senses
Marbles of glass are
scattered like ashes
all over my plans and
I wake up exhausted
Would you be so kind
to help me find
my peace of mind

Why do I always try
making sense of life
Everyday while they look away
If I hold on I might just make it through

I want to be more than
torn regrets from your perspective
Bits of love notes washed down the drain
Don't wish me away

I lost all of my senses
Marbles of glass are
scattered like ashes
all over my plans and
I wake up exhausted
Would you be so kind
to help me find
my peace of mind