The Change Came Suddenly

Can I spread frustration
Without speaking
Without parting my lips
Except to breath?

I let my actions speak for me
Because my words collided with yours
It created tension and frustration
So I left

I didn't turn around to see
How troubled you were that night
I promise that it paled in comparison
To the anguish each step brought me

As I walked away
My heart pumps your rhapsody
I still lick my lips
To the thought of you

So now I'm stuck here
In the purgatory of longing
For that one kiss goodbye
I try to empty myself
Of all desire that I crave for you

But the attempt only brings me to my knees
I succumb to you idol
This subconscious social vampire
Who haunts every thought
I chock on the will to demand patience
Only to find myself swallowing blood