The Calm Before The Storm

i've made mistakes.
been down this road before.
starved my body of its worth.
i'm so sorry.

i hate myself.
to those who never left me.
i failed you most, put you through this.

sing it one more time,
this is my last chance to get it right.
i'm only human.
i gotta fight to survive.
when the world gives you and hundred reasons to cry.
show the world a thousand reasons to smile.

this is the calm before the storm
this is the calm before the storm

i blame myself,
cause i am broken.
i'm damaged good yet my heart still beats.
sometimes i don't want to wake up.

i'm begging please,
never leave me i'm sorry.
i'll find my own two feet someday.
when i'm ready.

sing it one more time,
this is my last chance to get it right.
i'm only human.
i gotta fight to survive.
when the world gives you and hundred reasons to cry.
show the world a thousand reasons to smile.

this is the calm before the storm
this is the calm before the storm

how can i love.
when i can't love myself anymore.
somebody hold me till the morning comes.
oh in this world,
you've got to wake up.