Luyện nghe bài hát Talking to Myself

One day you opened up your inside of you
Inside a inside a universe you didn't get to choose
You didn't get to pick the rules or the past or set the pace
Or the cast and crew you didn't get to pick your starting place
And though it was a race you understand
You simply lined up on the blocks and the pistol popped you ran
And when you tripped and you picked yourself up off the ground
And picked your scabs you knew you had to pick a plan to end you began
As you got older there days of cold surrender
Days of shrugged whatevers folded in with days of shocking
But as time advanced the days were covered up from view
By an advancing melancholy that hovered near the dew
Yet were moments
There were pure arresting moments when you stepped outside your head
Outside your pain control, outside the bullshit, out of body, out of rage
Outside the need to get it, get it, you never get it, that's okay

you felt a little off today
Had a lot to say
But wound up talking to
you hunted for a kindly ear
But couldn't one near
And wound up talking to

Had a little spot where you going through a lot
Wanna shove it to the bottom but a trouble gonna to the top
the bubble gonna pop and the hustle never ever gonna stop
Cause you get up in the morning get ahead then get to bed and you do it all again until the moment that you drop
You need a plot, what you wanna witness this life you got
You kicked and fought trynna get up in your skin and this lock
That ticking lets you know that bitch you got these situations witchu
Issues someone fit to quick sit you should down to talk
Ever who's the crazy the one, people walking to work as if nothing is off
But if a person really got it they would be cracking a bottle on somebody's head and looting from
Are there times you're now when nobody's home but you walk around muttering under your breath second shit saying goddammit goddammit goddammit just whispering soft
Do you ever get lost, deep in your thoughts, tripping when you think about the cost of this through
When you tie your stomach into that you don't know how to undo
But do you ever have moment after that, when you can see
There's no one way has to be? Or maybe that's just me