Swallow The Stitches

I stood and watched the ocean breathe
For the millionth time it swallowed me
I care not to feel I'm dying

Flash back to what you did to me!
Flash back to what you said to me!
Did your work
I can't touch, I can't feel

My sanity is breaking
Sweat dripping, mind racing
There's nothing left to lose (Except you)
Erase you
You gave me lies

It tears a hole inside you (lies)
Where light will never find you (lies)
Abuse yourself (lies)
Inject yourself
A broken, brittle boy

It won't leave me alone
Alone!

Flash back to what you did to me
Flash back to what you said to me
Did your work
I can't touch, I can't feel

Reject me!
Why?

Caress my face
Only to crucify me
I am your slave, fixation pulsing
Punish me

Tie me up
Cut me up
Switch me up
Reopen me
Come alone
Crawl inside
I only want to come in you

Disgust to purify
Kill you a thousand times

It tears a hole inside you (lies)
Where light will never find you (lies)
Abuse yourself (lies)
Inject yourself
A broken, brittle boy

It won't leave me alone
Kill you a thousand times