Suspension Without Suspense

My divorce from dependence
That's when you found me
I was still soft
And we always were in trouble
Odds stacked against us
And trouble's what we are

We get so far
And then it just starts rewindin'
And the same old song
We're playin' it again
Suspension without suspense
(Suspense, suspense, suspense)

Now that I've murdered your inspiration
And I forced you off
Do you hate me?
Do you want revenge?
Well, I want to call you
But I won't

We get so far
And then it just starts rewindin'
And the same old song
We're playin' it again
Suspension without suspense

Oh
The pessimistic protection plan
Moderation loving
And I've been hardened by the circumstance
We knew this was comin'
(This was comin')

An' we get so far
And then it just starts rewindin'
And the same old song
We're playin' it again
Suspension without suspense

Oh, we get so far
And then it just starts rewindin'
And the same old song
We're playin' it again and again
Suspension without suspense
(It's my)
Oh, intentions without intent
But I don't want the love
We have to end