Suspended In Dusk

"Damn me Father, for I must sin..."
Four centuries of this damned immortality
Yet, I did not ask to be made. Why?
I will never again know your sun upon my face
Or the confront of a grief
I am not alive and I am not dead
This is hell on earth
How could be possibly explain this ether width?
When I can do nothing, but sit by
As my loves grow old and wither
And every each of them, take a fragment of my heart
And prolong this ether router
It is October's perpetual agony
It is the shadow realm
(Chorus:)
Father, please forgive him
For he knows not what to do
With every victim I pray, pray for my own death
And as much as I love the night
I curse the moon's eerie glow
This bloodlust that drags me to forever
The toxic rays of dawn condemn me to limbo
I am encouraged to dwell in grey autumn twilights
I am suspended in dusk
(Repeat chorus)